Release yourself from control
The things that are controlling you will never stop trying to contol you- your phone, your google calendar, your doubt, your judgment, someone else’s judgment, fear, your have-to’s, or your should have’s. Their purpose is to block you. Your purpose is to remain free so you can serve.
Instead of waiting for things to stop controlling you, choose to stop being controlled. It is way easier to remain powerless, yet your fulfillment lives in your willingness to be uncomfortable enough to be who you are meant to be anyway.
Take your attention off of what’s thwarting you and focus on your inner, inherent freedom.