Stop trying the impossible
Almost anything is possible, yet you cannot manage another person’s experience; that is not possible.
You can create an environment with optimal conditions for success, and can do your best. The rest is out of your control. So please take your focus off of how they might react, and put it towards your full personal responsibility.
It might feel tempting to hold back out of fear of what someone else might think, because when you withhold your true self you get to stay safe and small. However, the cost of this “safety” is thriving relationships with yourself and your creator, two of your birthrights.
Your job is to do your best and fulfill your highest dream for your life. Their job is to do the same for them. You can’t do anyone else’s work but your own.
Stop being imprisoned by the impossible and start finding freedom in your responsibility.